Just a fuckin dream right!?!?!
So fuckin alone in all this.....a descision is so damn clear....so damn right....so damn wrong....so damn PAINFUL!
Doin what i have to...doin what i need to....doin whatever damage...doin just PAIN!
Empty....Hurt....Breahtless....
I thougt my wonded heart would get some piece quiet healin time.... but it will never end!
I lost my self, and i will never find the way back.
I got needs that none wont ever be able to please, sometimes when a soul lost its spot and it cant get back, all the roads are closed it just disapear....Who ever try... wont get near enough to bring all emotions at one place and you stop livin.....only live for short moments...moments caught in soul....memories caught in the heart....thoughts caught in the mind...
It feels like you dig your own grave and just wait for your turn to go, I did know that life would never be a farytale....but sometimes it feels like some people have to fight all life trough....and all cant make it to the end right?!
Battles all the time...all the way....kill you inside...time by time....and when all is gone..whats left then?
It would be so much easyer to just get beat up....that kind of pain always go away!
This is so much harder to handle...and in my mind it will never leave!
So damn tired of it all....so damn in need of a rest....And the worst of it all is......
That i cant change a fuckin thing!
Im lost....so damn lost....with no return...and it hurt like HELL!
Doin what i have to...doin what i need to....doin whatever damage...doin just PAIN!
Empty....Hurt....Breahtless....
I thougt my wonded heart would get some piece quiet healin time.... but it will never end!
I lost my self, and i will never find the way back.
I got needs that none wont ever be able to please, sometimes when a soul lost its spot and it cant get back, all the roads are closed it just disapear....Who ever try... wont get near enough to bring all emotions at one place and you stop livin.....only live for short moments...moments caught in soul....memories caught in the heart....thoughts caught in the mind...
It feels like you dig your own grave and just wait for your turn to go, I did know that life would never be a farytale....but sometimes it feels like some people have to fight all life trough....and all cant make it to the end right?!
Battles all the time...all the way....kill you inside...time by time....and when all is gone..whats left then?
It would be so much easyer to just get beat up....that kind of pain always go away!
This is so much harder to handle...and in my mind it will never leave!
So damn tired of it all....so damn in need of a rest....And the worst of it all is......
That i cant change a fuckin thing!
Im lost....so damn lost....with no return...and it hurt like HELL!
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